마이크로닷(Microdot) | 책임감 (Responsibilities) Official MV

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Updated at 2020-09-27 01:17:10

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책임감 (Responsibilities) (Track 1 of "PRAYER" ALBUM)

책임감(Responsibilities) Music Video Music video directed by 박은총 Filmed by 박은총, 이창희, 송민선 Edited by 박은총 Color graded by 이창희

이 곡은 저의 책임감과 죄송한 마음을 진심으로 담은 곡입니다. 지난 2년 동안 많은 반성과 자숙을 하며, 저의 경험과 마음에 담긴 감정들을 처음으로 용기를 내어 노래로 말씀을 드려보려고 합니다.

Lyrics by MICRODOT Composed by STAR TRACKERZ, 변무혁 Arranged by STAR TRACKERZ Drums by 좌행석 Bass by 이길범 Piano by 변무혁 Digital Edited by STAR TRACKERZ Recorded by 이봉희 @Ark Studio Mixed by BXN @ BXN Studio Mastered by 고현정(Assist 김경환, 김준상) @ Koko Sound Studio

가사/Lyrics 제가 죄송하단 말씀을 드릴게요 마음 깊은 곳에서 나오는 진심을 받아주세요 저도 이해하기가 힘들지만 하려고 매일 노력을 해 아직 많이 부족해 끝없는 하루는 매일 반복돼 저의 기억 속에 보고 자란 두 분의 뒷모습뿐이어서 이 두 분의 아들로서 앞장서 먼저 나섰어 허나 그대도 얼마나 어두운 거리를 걸어왔을까 상상 밖엔 못하지만 내가 책임질 거야 시끄럽고 앞이 어두워 어딜 향해 가야 할지 안 보여 너무 부족하고 모자라 정말 죄송해요 책임감에 무게를 느껴 내 마음도 답답해 창 밖은 밝은데 여기 안에는 너무 깜깜해 휴대폰은 계속 울리고 내 머릿속은 너무 시끄러워 시간이 필요해 잠시 멈출 수만 있다면 나의 입을 닫아놓고 테이프로 막아놓은 것 같아 쏟아지는 글들 보고 심장만 터질 것만 같아 의자에 앉아 천장을 보는데 숨도 쉬어지지 않네 겁이 나 다시 못 깨어날까 봐 근데 눈이 슬슬 감기네 이건 꿈 그냥 못 깨어나오는 악몽인 꿈 영원히 수면의 취한 걸까 아직 사실 확인 중 물만 짜던 밤들이 죽어가는 꽃처럼 바짝 마르고 괴롭다는 표현도 쓰기엔 쓰기에는 너무 부끄러워 좀 지쳤거든 다 잃었거든 괜찮다 하는 척도 한계가 있어 좀 지겹거든 다 지나갈 거야 라는 말도 솔직히 믿었거든 시간이 약이란 건 맞겠지만 부족하거든 내가 잠적했다는 썰 집을 팔고 떠났다는 썰 숨어 피하며 결국엔 마이크로닷은 책임을 진다는 척 사실 확인 중이었어 3주 반이 걸렸었지 내가 관종이 아니라서 Sns 도배를 하지 않았었지 내가 숨은 적 없어 도망간 적 없어 나도 처음 알게 된 Story를 먼저 파악 하는데 좀 걸렸어 남들 문제와는 조금 달라서 시발점부터 내가 말했던 최선을 했지 내 선에서 한 분, 한 분 모두 다 뵙고서는 아빤 막힌 유리 반대편에서 첫 입장 표현은 충격과 두려움을 인해 만든 실수 많은 분들이 피해를 봤지 마이크로닷에 시작된 빚투 실수를 하고 어렸던 재호가 이제서야 눈을 떴지 이 자리를 벗어난 적 없어 여기 있는데 안 보여? 시끄럽고 앞이 어두워 어딜 향해 가야 할지 안 보여 너무 부족하고 모자라 정말 죄송해요

Lyrics I sincerely send my deepest apologies, Please accept my apology, from deep in my heart, Though I can’t grasp this entire situation, Im still trying to understand it, but its not enough, I feel everyday is endless and dark, this repeats daily, from memory, I was only use to seeing my parents leave each day for us, As their son, by extinct I stood up to protect them, But I can only imagine how hard it must of been for the people on the other side too, So I will try my best to take responsibility for this situation. My mind is extremely loud, and all I see is darkness, I cant find my way, I cant see anything, I lack understanding, Im trying but Im struggling I sincerely and truly apologize, I’m very sorry. I feel the weight of responsibility on my shoulders, Im suffocating, I see light on the other side of this window, but so dark here inside My phone keeps ringing, and my mind is too loud, Please I just need some time, only If I could stop time for just one moment, I feel like they’ve taped my mouth shut and forced my silence, As Im reading the comments and news my heart feels like its about to stop, I’m staring at the ceiling sitting on my chair, Struggling to breath, I fear if my eyes shut they won’t open again, but Im starting to doze off, But this must be a nightmare, one that I cant wake up from, Im figuring out If Ive fallen asleep and if I’ll wake up again, from nights with endless tears, to nights dry as withering flowers, I want to scream how painful this is but Im to scared to expose my truth, Because Ive become too exhausted and Ive lost everything, I’m sick and tired of acting like Im okay and that I’m barely hanging on, I honestly believed in the saying, everything shall pass in time, It seems true that time is the only cure but I don’t have enough Stories without facts about me hiding, selling my house and running away, And avoiding his parents situation, and that Microdots only pretending to take responsibility, Meanwhile I was finding out the truth about this situation for the first time, It had taken me over 3 weeks to even get a grasp of my parents situation, But Im not much of an attention seeker so I didn’t share this on social media, Fact: I never hid, nor have I ever ran away, From this situation, which I found out for the first time in my life with the world, also through the media, so it took my a while for my head to get around this, because it was different to the others, It was very new, but as I stated at the very start, I tried my best that I could do, to take responsibility of my parents situation, from meeting the people on the other side to conversations with my dad through a blocked window, my first public statement was a mistake through shock, nerves and anxiety, many people were effected due to the start of Microdot’s parents issue, young Microdot has now woken and realized his mistake, I’ve never left this place right here, I’m right here, but no-one sees me, My mind is extremely loud, and all I see is darkness, I cant find my way, I cant see anything, I lack understanding, Im trying but Im struggling I sincerely and truly apologize, I’m very sorry.

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